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Originally Posted by Allan  Thanks Kerry. One thing that I truly regret was that I did not take enough pictures of Zackie. I always felt like what was the need since he was right there? I took some when I first got him (to send to family and friends), but that was really it. One of the only pictures I took of him in recent memory was the attached, which I took on my cell phone since I was waiting in the car for her with Zackie on my lap and I was bored.... I always felt like I had 13 more years for pictures, but now I regret that terribly.
I have not post lately, since I have not really had anything to add. I still miss Zack so much. I actually saw a Yorkie on the subway today, but he/she looked nothing like Zack (but the dog was kissing its owner like crazy - which is something Zack always did).
That is it for now, and I wish everyone who has lost a Yorkie in the recent past the best of wishes.
-Allan |
Hi again Allan,
I took more photo's in the last 18 months of her than i did when she was younger because she was diagnosed with cancer so i took as many as i could.
The morning we were taking her to the vet for the last time my hubby got a camera out and i told him i didn't want pictures taken..but now i'm so glad i have those even though they still hurt me too much to look at them.
I was able to say goodbye even though it was the most painful thing i have ever had to do and that wasn't possible for you as Zackie was snatched away from you too soon...i think this is why it is probably harder for you right now and the fact that you are blaming yourself which you must not do...accidents do happen and we must learn by them..he did not die in vain..his death is making other dog owners aware of the dangers.
You have your memories and the fact that he was well loved and taken care of, Zackie knows this and he will always be with you..i feel Heidi is around me all the time...and when the house is quiet i'm sure i can still hear all the little noises she used to make to get my attention.
She will always be my special first baby.x