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Originally Posted by DENISE517  MY HEART IS DYING!!!! I don't know what to do. I feel like a part of me has been taken away. I'M SOOOOO STUPID. How could I have done this to my baby. I was sooo tired from packing, etc that when i sat down in that lawn chair I was just out like a light and when I woke up it was the worst nightmare ever. I have no idea how in the world she got out. We have bunnys in our yard that she chases around alot and the other day one went under the fence and got away. I have no idea how this bunny did it cause the fence is right down to the ground. The only thing I can think of she is that she chased another bunny but this time tried the fence thing. Of course it was at night. We looked and yelled her name, cried my eyes out, passed out flier, put up fliers, called all the vets, called all the spca - animal shelter - arf - etc, placed an ad in the paper, called radio station(which they never announced) I don't know what else to do. Unless someone took her from my back yard, which would be pretty gultey cause I was right there in the chair. We live near the college and are in the process of moving. We will only be there in and out for the next week and 1/2. I dont know what to do, what if she comes back and I'm not there. This isnt looking good. I was so afraid to tell you guys cause in fear of what you'd think. Its all my fault and I take full blame. Just know I loved Maddie soooooo very much and she was so special to our family. I would never do anything to harm her. I can't believe how I have let Maddie down, My kids down and myself all because I fell asleep!!!uggggggggggggg please pray for Maddie's safe return home. I can't handle this hurt and pain that I feel.  
Thanks everyone for the kind words and prayers. Thanks Connie for being my ROCK! |
Sweetie, don't be so hard on yourself. You're going through enough right now without getting so down on yourself. Gosh, we know you how much you love her and wouldn't do anything to harm her!
I'm so sorry you're going through this - the heartache must be almost unbearable. My thoughts and prayers are with you and sweet Maddie.