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					Originally Posted by SophieRose  I went back and read your original post.  He was just beautiful and this is very painful for you.  Give yourself lots of time to grieve because it is not instant...it takes weeks and months to walk through the tears.  Fifteen years is a wonderful time to have shared your life with such a sweet animal. | 
 
  Thank you.  I'm struggling.  But I'm trying to keep busy.  I'm posting tons of pictures here on YT (I think I've posted about 6 new threads so far...) trying to keep my mind busy. 
I feel guilty if for 1 minute I'm feeling happy.  I put a flower pot where he is buried and go out there everyday to water it and I talk to him.  Here conme the tears again 
