I would say that my life changed a lot, although I have a itty bit of control
I used to like to go out, but now I'd rather stay home and go out when it's necessary.
I haven't gone to the movies since I got Bengi!!!! (a year ago!!!!). I'd rather rent a movie and watch it at home with Bengi on my lap
Sometimes I really need to go out, but I feel so guilty when I'm leaving, watching his sad eyes looking at me
ahhhhhhhh.