I am sitting here reading Papi's story with tears running down my eyes again. I am at work and sneaking peaks and people keep coming up to talk to me and I swear they think I am unstable these days. One minute I am fine and the next, I am sitting there looking like a big baby with eyes all swollen. This has been going on every since Papi's first post. Maybe I should read these while I am at home where I can tear up as much as I want to without worrying who is going to come up to me looking so sad and pathetic. LOL........They probably think I am having problems at home or something and feel sorry for me crying all the time