[Kathryn_V]

Paris went home with Misty yesterday. From the email I got, everything is going well. I can't even begin to decribe to you all how hard it was to drive away. I really didn't think it would be this hard. I swear I didn't think I was "bonded" with her, and I still don't think I am, not the way I am with Pixie.... But I guess I am, just differently.

Don't get me wrong, I am sooooo thankfull for where she is and the love she will realize in Misty's home, but i'm just hurting really bad right now.... I guess you could say that I'm greiving. I'm feeling a huge loss right now and I'm pretty depressed over it.

I miss Paris.... Already. The minute I drove away I felt it.


Please don't feel bad Misty.... Paris is going to be soooo o hapy with you! She kissed you even! Thats a good sign!

I'll get over it... But I'm going to take a break.....

I love you all....