[Tillys_mom]

I am not sure how to start this so I guess I will go back some. I have been under a little bit of stress since the start of the year. I had a baby in January, though he doesn't stress me out, he is a lot of work, our pastor passed away, my grandpa had a brain tumor removed, we found out my grandma has cancer, and now my mom (who is my best friend) is having a lot of health problems and they aren't ruling out leukemia. So it's been one thing after another. I started to go into depression so they put me on a depression pill but it made me have panic attacks. I stopped taking the pill about a month ago but I continue to still have panic attacks. My throat feels HUGE!! Almost like I have a turtleneck on or a rubber band around my neck. I also get a tickle in my throat as if someone has their finger down my throat. The feeling comes and goes. I have no idea when it's going to happen. I am so afraid to try another pill. Is there anything out there that works for you or someone you know when you feel a panic attack coming on? I am open to any of your suggestions. Thanks!