[LoveMyGirlz]

I posted in my "Lexxi" thread yesterday that I was feeling sad after receiving a condolences card from her neurolist office. This meant alot to me because the Dr and his techs really knew Lexxi and I know it broke their hearst too. So I cried for the first time in a few days. I found myself crying a couple times today and then I get the call saying "she is ready to pick up." So when they handed me her little box....I wanted to fall to the floor with it, but of course I turned and walked out as fast as possible. It's her little box!! Now I can't stop crying again! They spelled her name wrong on the plaque but I couldn't stay long enough to cause a fuss. I actually have a beautiful urn picked out that will hold her picture and her dog tag off of it, so I guess they don't have to change the spelling on this box.
Oh I'm just sad dammit. I don't want to cry anymore..........