i guess because we have just been bickering a lot. I just feel like i cant do it. We are still together right now he went to his brothers for a couple of hours. but i know he is just staying with me because he knows it hurts me. But i think i may be making it worse making him stay if he doesnt want to. He is truely everything to me really and my life would COMPLETELY change. i dont know hes 21 and maybe he just feels tied down 2 yrs is a long time. I just feel like i get the worst end of everthing ive done sooo much for him and i have NEVER did anything to hurt him. I wish he would see that hes letting something good go. I know im a sissy and need to suck it up but really truely it hurts sooo much. I started putting his stuff in a bag because he started to then stopped because of me so maybe when he gets back tonight i will tell him that I will let him go if thats what he really wants and i support his decision. I scared he wont miss me at all tho. |