I only just found your thread about Lexxi for the first time today, and your poem to her. Nearly broke my heart. I don't believe in co-incidences. This little Maltese was meant to happen, to give solace to you in a time of such terrible sadness and stress (with what you are going through with Gemma as well....hope she is doing better BTW).
So, I am sending hugs to you.... go grab this little snowball, hug her tight.... she is the Angel that Lexxi sent you.