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Originally Posted by Dan & Corinne  Trina,
How my heart is breaking for you. I too have lost my beloved Jewel just after she turned 3. Like Lexxi, watching your baby's health decline, the seizures, walking in circles and staying up with her throughout the night is something Dan and I are very familiar with.
We couldn't bring ourselves to give her the relief you gave to Lexxi. In looking back, I many times wonder if I did the right thing.
What you and Ray did for Lexxi is the greatest gift of Love you have shown her and I know she loves you so much and appreciates your decision to set her free from her body that just didn't work.
I don't understand why they were taken from us so quickly. I do know, they were placed in our care because God knew we can give these babies the love they may have otherwise not gotten. God chose us to be their gardian knowing he was going to take them back in a short time. He knew we would not give up on them and that we have the strength to do what's right.
You and Ray were chosen to care for Lexxi and you gave her the ultimate gift of love.
Hugs to you and Ray.
Corinne |
Corinne,
I sent you a pm.
Thank you, and thank every one of you for your prayers, just for understanding. Did your baby have hydro too? I'm not sure why I need to know, but I do. You said you know about the circling, etc so it sounds like you know exactly what we went through.
Never question yourself about what you did for your baby, as I am trying not to question myself. WE know our babies better than any doctor or anyone, and I am certain we did what we knew our babies needed from us. As bad as it hurts.
I know you, and several of you do, know the heartache I'm feeling right now and I do truely thank each of you for being here for me and taking the time to write such kind words and for your prayers. I really need them. I did not expect to feel so depressed - though I knew it would hurt...I don't know...I just wasn't prepared for this today.
We're sending hugs back out to all of you. Thank you so much,
Trina and the girls - and Ray too - he knows how I rely on you guys and I know he is amazed at the love we have here....