[Baby Blessing]

Originally Posted by LoveMyGirlz

I knew you'd be here for me. I can't stop this uncontrollable crying and each time i read a reply, it starts all over. I thank you from the bottom of my aching heart. I know it will get better and I know we let her go unselfishly, but I still can't believe we had to do it, and right now, today, the pain is very deep. My husband emptied her food and water bowls and picked up her peepad. Her cage is empty except for her heated bed and blanket - and now the pink crib bumper that I put around it for her head. It feels as though things can't be the same - even if she didn't have the life a dog should have, she still had her own quirky ways that Ray and I understood....
Memorial Day will always bring a tear to my eye for a new reason now....

Dear Trina and Ray,
I just came in for a short time and read this and honey, my heart knows too well the pain you are feeling. We are in much prayer that comfort will come to you both in knowing that God now is holding your precious Lexxi within in his arms and she is totally whole and reaping in all the joys of her eternal forever home, one day God will place her in your arms again to hold forever, no more pain no more suffering, you both were very loving and caring to what needed to be in thinking of her needs first in this situation, giving her back to the Lord. What a gift these precious ones are to us, how we wish they could live our lives out with us, but this is not part of God's plan. He loans them to us till it is HIS time to call them back to HIM. How grateful we are for this time given unto each of us.
With love and hugs from the both of us. I will phone you this evening.
Patti and Jack