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Originally Posted by Allan  Another day has gone by, and it is not getting any easier (if anything, maybe even harder as the reality of the fact that i will never see zack again is setting in). I took a sedative last night, so at least I was able to sleep a bit.
i keep thinking about all the things that i could have done differently so that would be sitting here, on my lap right now.
I miss him so much,
Allan |
I am so sorry to read your sad news about Zack. My Sophie died in January '07, and the anguish does ease although you will always carry Zack in your heart. It is a shock when they are gone and takes time to recover. His death is no different than a human loss because love is love.
Sophie was cremated and her remains sit in a beautiful urn on my nightstand since I live in an apartment. Give yourself lots of time to grieve and the guilt will linger until you are able to work through the sorrow.
Such a devasting loss. Warmly, Deborah