[wemple2]

You'll see him again, if only in your dreams. I agree, coming home to a quiet house was difficult after losing my Spencer, it got to the point where my husband and I would just look at each other, without saying a word...and we'd both be crying. I can't tell you how long this will last, but I can tell you that after awhile, you'll be able to think of him, and talk about him without breaking down, you'll actually smile when doing so, with pride for your little boy, Zack.