I had to post again...I had Zack on my mind so much and just wanted to check in and see how you're doing Allen. PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU EAT !!! Even if it tastes like cardboard try to eat something healthy....Little Zack wouldn't want his daddy sick ok ??? My heart just broke when you said he always looked back to make sure you were watching him....My Chanel does that too....you can share her with me if it will help ???
I know your heart is broken but there IS light at the end of the tunnel and one day you will look back on his little smiley face with a smile of your own.....I don't know when
but it will happen one day and that raw pain will lesson over time. Hang in there and you have friends here.