Allan
I'm so sorry about Zach, I know you are somewhere between shock because of the accident, grief because he his gone and disbelief because you can't believe he is actually gone.
I can relate to the grief and disbelief. On 4/4/04 we lost our English Bulldog and were hearbroken. I remember my husband, daughter and myself sitting on the floor beside her bed crying telling her goodbye and the tears the following day as my husband and I buried her....she was such a part of our family it took a long time to heal. Today, we still miss her and her special "bully" traits, but can now remember without the hurt knowing her time with us was a good time and she left knowing she was loved. In time you will heal also as impossible as that seems today,you will remember little Zach all the joy he brought into your lives and be able to smile without tears. My thoughts are with you. |