I'm so sorry for your loss... It broke my heart reading your post and I gasped out loud at what had happened to Zackie.
I too have lost my Jewel to an accident that came about because of her illness. The guilt we feel seems to be endless. It took a long while to get over the "What if's" and the "If Only's" and to accept that it was an accident and it was not anyone's fault.
Believe me I still get pangs of guilt when I think back to that day almost a year ago and brings tears to my eyes.
You will always have a special place in your heart for Zackie. Crying is a good healer as is writing down your thoughts, feelings and happy memories of him.
We are here to help you through your grief.
With Kindered Hearts,
Corinne |