thank you for the kind words. It is just so hard. I can't stop thinking about Zackie or crying for that matter. We were thinking about moving to the suburbs, in large part t ogive him more room to run around and play. I can't imagine bonding with another Yorkie like I did with Zack. He was my best friend and I miss him so much. We arranged for someone to pick Zack up and hold his body until the burial. That took place a couple of hours ago; it killed me carrying zack down in the box with his bed and toys. I was okay at first, but when the guy put zack in the car I just lost it. I just can't beleive that I will never see my best friend ever again. The only thing that helps even a little is knowing that he didnt suffer at all and that I was able to get him when it happened (despite being at 3 am) and not have to leave him outside overnight (which would have absolutely devastated me). |