Thanks everyone.
Waiting is something I have never done well. I have not cried like this since back in Dec when The Boy Wonder moved out.
As we were heading to the vet, the mail women was delivering and there was my new personalised blanket from Go-Fetch----I ripped it open and wrapped him in it and it's with him at the vets.
When I got back, there was his order from Pure Canine, Go-Fetch Jammies, a hoodie "Royalty", a gecko and a nubby ball.
They are sitting on the table in front of me waiting for him along with his collar with his name and skull charm.
I have cleaned this house to within an inch of it's life--------I had already cleaned this morning........
Good thing there's no alcohol here-------not that it would help one bit.