I would have been beyond devastated if something happened to him. If I lost him. I had a 5 month old yorkie die (my first yorkie) in Sept 05. It was horrible for me! Like put me on meds horrible... I have not forgotten or recovered from that loss (it was the last straw for me at that point in my life) and I wouldnt have survived another puppy loss! My boys are my life, they make me so happy every single day!!
I am going on vacation in 2 weeks and Im ALREADY having anxiety & dread about leaving them! My boyfriend it taking them for a week and I think he loves them almost as much as I do! He is sooooo good with them and he knows that Id lose it if something happened to one of them so hes extra cautious (he knows my fear due to my other pup dying) but still... nothing like knowing they are safe & sound IN my house! Plus a week of not having their little bodies next to me at night... MAN... I cant think about it yet.. It really does make me get teary eyed! haha