Oh my heart is breaking for you. Our first puppy, Bandit, we only had for one month. When he died I wanted to crawl in a hole somewhere. I was literally sick for days over him. I stayed on Yorkie Talk and read all of the supporting emails and posts that people sent to me and it really helped me to heal. I swore I would not even THINK about another puppy. Then we got Tucker and he has helped us so much. He isn't Bandit but he has found his own seperate place in our hearts. Time will help to heal you. You will be in my prayers. |