Denise, it leaves such a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach just reading about poor Maddie...I just can't imagine the heartache you must feel right now.... prayers for you both that she comes home soon...
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Please don't "would of, should of, could of" yourself, we've all done things in hind sight that we would have done differently if we had known the outcome...try to put all your thoughts & energy in getting her back...
I wish I lived nearby, I'd be there in a heartbeat to help look....