Gosh I don't know where to begin. I don't want to sound as if I am complaining or being a baby it's just I have nobody to really talk to and I couldn't think of a better place than YT. I have alot of problems with my husband's family. None of our problems are getting better. It all started back in May of 2005 when my great grandma passed away. I didn't feel like going to my husbands cousins birthday party the day after the funeral and his mom threw a fit. She came to my apartment to tell me my grandma was gone and an empty shell and to just get over it. Basically from then nothing has gotten resolved. She always calls me names and trys to argue with me. I always try to keep my cool and not pick fights with her cause that's not me. I don't want to make anyone upset and most people know that. Now I have a son that is involved and she picks on him. They buy my husband food and tell us it's just for him or when they are introducing us to new people they say this is my son and never mention me and I'm just standing there. On Easter my son was sick and she didn't believe us because she wanted to come over so she has a fit because she couldn't come over. She always expects us to drop everything for them. The name calling and stress has just gotten the best of me. I have went to couseling over it, im on blood pressure pills, and now depression medicine and my husband isn't the most understanding over it. Just a few weeks ago they came over and it seemed like everything I said they were ready to charge at me. My blood pressure shot up and had trouble breathing, my body turned pure red. All my husband could say is I'm sorry they do that to you. I just really need an outsiders opinion. I never use to be like this. I never want to get out of the house now. I use to be a go getter. I can't keep punishing myself to keep everyone happy.
