omg! i am so sorry you are going through this! the same thing happened with me.
i take a pap biannually - that's what i was told was oky by my doc. so 2 years later (i'm 22) i go in for another one, and they say its abnormal and I have HPV. I DID NOT BELIEVE them b/c 1. i was with my bf for 3-4 years now, 2. i know he'd never cheat (i am more likely to than him
) 3. i've only been with 2 pple in my life so there was no way. So i go in again and have it re-done. ... the frickin bastards, did not get enough of a sample the first time - so they assumed it was HPV, and then the second time it turned out fine.
Its good that you are taking care of yourself. Try not to worry too much, b/c you don't know right now until the test results come. And its really good that your bf is helping you through this,
. gluck hun.