My bf and I of two years broke up on Monday. I was hoping that when I saw him last night (first time in 4 months), it would be better, but things were just different I decided I wanted to stay broken up. He wants to be with me so badly. I am his first real gf but my life is just so hectic I don't have the time, energy, or money for a bf. I haven't thought about it all week bc I was so busy but now that its the weekend, it's starting to hit me hard. I know that my feelings of sadness and emptiness will eventually subside, but does the feeling of guilt and feeling like a bad person ever go away?? I just want him to be happy but he made it seem last night like he will never be happy again. He doesn't ever want to see me or talk to me. I am so close to his family too and he said he doesn't want me near them again
...I just don't want to feel like this anymore.