My baby is gone. He went so peacefully but it still hurts so badly. I was not going to go in with him, just my husband, but I went. It happened so fast and he did not fight it or anything. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I am getting his remains back and we have decided to bury him with my husband's dad, besides us that is who is was very close to and Fudge always loved Newfoundland. He could rome free back in our home town and before we got a house in Alberta he stayed back there with Wayne's father and they did everything together, he was so upset when it was time for Fudge to come out with us. We figured they would be happy together and Wayne's mother said it was OK, which was very nice of her. Thanks for all the helpful advice and I am sure I made the right decision. |