Only two hours left and I can barely see through my eyes. Thank you so much for all your support, this is the hardest decision that I have ever made. He just looks so pitiful, my mom said maybe not to do it today but I cannot look at him anymore. He is just a shadow of his former self. I know I am making the right decision but it is so hard, unbearable, I still have not decided on what to do with remains. I don't know if I could look at his little box and not feel guilty about my decision, I guess I will have to wait and see and hope I make a decision I will not regret later. |