[Doodlebug]

Oh, I am so so sorry for you. I don't even have the words to say right now. I wish I could do something for you to make it easier.

Many years ago I gave my beloved Misty (poodle/pug mix) away when I had to move to an apt where no dogs were allowed. I had to do this because my rent was raised so much where I was living that I had to find a cheaper apartment. My sisters mother-in-law had told me several times she would take Misty for me. I ended up giving Misty to her.

I cried and cried and cried. I felt like my heart was cut out of my chest. I regretted it so much. After a few months a miracle happened in my life and I got a call about a job that was paying MUCH MORE than the one I had. Also at the same time, my sister's mother-in-law called me and asked if I would possibly be able to take Misty back because it she was more trouble than she had expected because she didn't have a fenced yard. She didn't even know that I got a different job and was able to move again.

I had 2 miracles happen at the same time. I pray that you will have a miracle in some way also. I think everything will work out for the best for you, whatever it may be.