Oh Amber I am so sorry, I am setting here crying with you...this is one of the hardest decision you will have to make...It still bothers me, I had to put My 4.5 year old yorkie Tucker down do to liver shunt, I cried for months afterwards when I thought of him, I still do and its been 3 years, but I know how much pain he was in, and his quality of life was gone, I couldn't stand by and allowing him to suffer anymore...I read the poem and was crying like a baby by the end of it...This is a hard road to travel, but do what is best for the baby....sometimes when they are so old and have so many health problems, you have to take you heart out of it for a minute and look at what is best for the little one...I am praying for you Amber that God will help you with your decision and ease the pain for your family....
