I am so very sorry to hear this. I was crying as a read your post as I know how very much I love my babies and I cannot imagine having to go through what you went through then and what you are having to go through now.
Words cannot express the pain and sorrow that I feel for you. If there was anything I could do to take this pain away from you I would...
It is so hard to understand why this would happen to you, why it happens to anyone but I believe God knew about little Cooper from the beginning and knew how much he would need your love. Perhaps that was why he found his way into your life...For you would love him like no other person possibly could and that is exactly what he would need.
Even though the situation looks dim, do not give up hope, in all things it is better to have hope then despair. One of my favorite writers, Emily Dickinson has a saying I've called upon many times in my life, she says "Hope is the thing with feathers, that perches in the soul, and sings the tune without words, and never stops at all.? I will be praying for you to be strong and for your darling little Cooper!
Hugs,
Joy |