OK, I am medicated!! and I hardly ever cry, but your story brought back memories of my beloved cocker, Kinzee. I also vowed that he would not suffer and I kept that promise but it broke my heart. I could not even think of getting another dog. My grown kids wanted to immediately get me another dog. Finally after about 6 months my son and his wife brought Murfee to me. It was love at first sight. I will always love my Kinzee but my Murfee is my life now....next to my grandkids. I feel your pain. Thank you for the post because it brought back wonderful memories of Kinzee and all the love that I had for him. Only REAL animal lovers know that feeling. |