i just need to vent... i feel like i have so much going on right now.. .tomorrow is the day when teacher's college acceptances can be delivered.. i'm so nervous.. i really want to get in.. but i REALLY REALLY want to get into London.. i do NOT want to move and leave Layla with my parents... if i get in out of town.. i will go.. but it is not what i want.. my mom is playing it very casual but i dread having to tell people that i didn't get in... my chances aren't great... at Western alone... 15000 people applied and there are 820 spots... so really i'm not holding my breath.. but i really realy want to get in.. and wednesday i go see the surgeon about my gallbladder .. i have exams coming up... and then surgery right after my exams... ahh it just feels like too much right now. i know other people have bigger issues than i do and i'm grateful that this is all i have to deal with but at the moment it feels like i'm just barely keeping my head above water... anyways... glad that is out
