I'm really sorry that you are having a hard time with the chemo and all that goes with the illness. I remember what a tough time chemo is and I agree with Lou that you MUST speak with your oncologist about the depression. He/she will surely get you some help. And don't distance yourself from the support of people you know and care about you - both at home and here on YT.
Sounds like you have taken quite a bit onto your plate at a difficult time - so life is a real challenge for you right now. Slow down and take a look at all you are trying to manage and see what you can release or ask for someone to help you with.
I'll send up a prayer for your metal and emotional well-being now. Our minds are as important as our bodies and sometimes we forget to take care of them as well.
Don't give up. Rely on those around you and try really hard to focus on the best things in your life right now. |