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Originally Posted by jacky  My boyfriend & I broke up  i feel like my world is falling apart. all i feel like doing is crying, nothing is fun anymore. My mom sais he was just a "high school boyfriend" and that ill get over it, how can i forget 3 years of my life? one day everything just seemed so..wrong. we both felt it, its just after its really over that it really hits me that im not his girlfriend anymore. he was my 1st everything.. and a part of me wished i could forget it all, but another part never wants to forget any of it. I have to cheer at his game on friday..i dont know what im gonna do, evrey1 expects me to do my usual and run into the feild after a good game or comfort him after a bad game. but i cant do that, he will probably find another girl to do that now.. i have to give my promise ring back and i just cant handle all of this right now! as usual my parents dont get it & my friends dont know yet but when they do find out i really hope they can make me feel better like they usually do..
sorry for the vent.
im gonna go eat icecream, thats what single people do i guess. w/e i dont even care if ill be the fat cheerleader, i just dont care anymore! im not dating anyone so i have no reason to be a size 2 anymore. none of it matters. |
awww jackie! You will remember him as your first always... and you will fall in love again (believe it or not) and you will probably fall in love again after that and again and again until you find 'the one'! Breakups are always hard, they flat out suck!
My exfiance & I broke up a year and a half ago after 10 years together!
It was really really hard, but it got so much easier over time. He was not my first everything, but I was 19 when we started dating! Im 30 now... older & wiser. I loved him with all my heart and I know I'll never forget him and all that I learned with him, from him. Also I'll never forget all the things we did together, going to hawaii, buying my first house, buying my first car, grieving over lost pets together, and many many other things. But we grew up and we grew apart. Every emotion you feel right now is normal and ok... eating ice cream is something ALL people do, not just single people silly!
