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Originally Posted by jacky  My boyfriend & I broke up  i feel like my world is falling apart. all i feel like doing is crying, nothing is fun anymore. My mom sais he was just a "high school boyfriend" and that ill get over it, how can i forget 3 years of my life? one day everything just seemed so..wrong. we both felt it, its just after its really over that it really hits me that im not his girlfriend anymore. he was my 1st everything.. and a part of me wished i could forget it all, but another part never wants to forget any of it. I have to cheer at his game on friday..i dont know what im gonna do, evrey1 expects me to do my usual and run into the feild after a good game or comfort him after a bad game. but i cant do that, he will probably find another girl to do that now.. i have to give my promise ring back and i just cant handle all of this right now! as usual my parents dont get it & my friends dont know yet but when they do find out i really hope they can make me feel better like they usually do..
sorry for the vent.
im gonna go eat icecream, thats what single people do i guess. w/e i dont even care if ill be the fat cheerleader, i just dont care anymore! im not dating anyone so i have no reason to be a size 2 anymore. none of it matters. |
I'm sorry you're feeling blue
. I know EXACTLY how you are feeling. When I was 18, (I'm 37 now) there came a moment when all of a sudden, I realized I no longer wanted to be with my boyfriend. We had been together about 2 years, and those kind of relationships are long ones for that age. When I broke up with him, I cried. I was relieved that the relationship was over, but I was hurting because it is a big step to take, and it was closing the door on what was a significant part of my life.
You will get over it, but it was not "just" a high school relationship. Those are formative, and they leave a lasting imprint on you. So you have every right to cry about it. It is a very healthy thing to do. I think you know it was the right move to make because you said you both felt it.
Just like I did, you're going to feel really great after a short while. I promise. You will no longer be tied down, and when you're young, that is the way it is supposed to be. Get out with your friends and go have a good time!
But right now, it is okay to cry about it.