[yorkieusa]

I think it is hurtful for you because, even tho you love him, he's there and Kosmo isn't. The psychology of our minds doesn't always equal common sense, but I think I understand sort of how you feel. I'm thinking of you. I hope he helps fill the big ol' hole left in your heart. Maybe someone upstairs knew you needed another baby to love and made arrangements so you could have him back.