Oh how horrible. You have my prayers. I lost my beloved mom a few years ago and I totally understand what you are feeling. The good news is it eventually does get better. But it takes a long time. Down the road, when you think of your mom, you will smile at all the joy you shared with her. Remember that the horrible pain you are in now is only because you experienced the greatest love. Turn to others that you love for comfort. Do not be ashamed to pour your heart out. I will pray that you find peace and comfort in this most difficult time. |