Oh sweetie I'm so so sorry to hear about your mom...that really has to be an unbearable pain and she was so young
I'll be keeping you in my thoughts.....
time will heal the awful raw pain but I think it will always be a devestating loss....but, I also believe your mom will be with you in spirit...you may not see her but she'll be there....watching and loving you while you live your life.
My deepest condolences to you and your family.