I havent been on yt in weeks, although it seems like an eternity. Recently my mom passed away. it was very unexpected & i honestly didnt believe it at first. she was only 53 yrs old!! this is very difficult for me bc she was honestly my best friend in this whole world. i feel like i have lost part of my heart & soul. We did everything together, we had a connection like none other. i have been going in & out of shock...there r times i honestly dont believe it has happened, & other times it hurts so badly i feel i could just die. i just dont know what do, or how to live, or when it will stop feeling like this. I truely believe that this is an undescribeable pain, really one of the worst pains in the whole world. I am so young, only 21, will be 22 in june. There was so much more that i wanted her to be part of in my life. i need everyone to pray for me please, i am so hurt & lost right now. i just dont know what to do!!!!
