Thank you all . This death have been very hard on me . I realized that I can't save them all but if I can give them few months or years of good cares during their lives than my life is not for nothing . I didn't have the chance to see her reactions when I saw her last night because she was fighting for her life . I talked to her and told her that if it was time for her to leave , she could go in peace because she have been such a brave little one . A few minute later , she was gone , I'll always remember her relieved smile when she look at me for the last time . |