I'm so sorry for your loss, and I can sympathize with you. I've had to three cats and one boxer, that I've lost over the course of the past 10 years. I'd had the cats since they were babies, and all of them were in their mid-teens. My Boxer boy died of pancreatitus at 6 years old. It's still hard to talk about any of them, I loved them so much. You never stop missing them, but you mustn't think you didn't do enough. You did the right thing, even tho it hurt so much to do it.
I waited a year and then started looking for a new baby. I've never had a Yorkie before, but now I'm hooked. When you're ready, get yourself another baby. You can't replace the one you lost, but it'll help ease the pain. |