[Ladyhawk]

I just want to vent for a moment, okay? May I say that I love this breed? I love showing them, breeding them, just looking at my babies makes me smile. Watching a little mommy growing, feeling the pups move inside her, helping them into the world, watching them grow. I even love sending them off to their new homes and having the new owners call and tell me how thrilled they are with their new babies. But Cricket is in the hospital right now getting spayed and I hate it! She just didn't get big enough to be a mommy, she's just meant to be a little princess. I don't even resent all the money I'm losing in my investment in her. This is her third surgery in 8 monthes and I'm just sick for her! I know this is what is best for her, it will protect her in the long run but bless her heart she's been through so much. I don't even mind rehoming her because I know I'll find her a great forever home, I just hate to see her cut on again! Well thanks for letting me vent, I feel better cause I know you Yorkie moms out there will understand.