veguroev | 11-17-2006 05:43 AM | The last kiss missed Last year around he21nd of November I went to Mexico to visit my family. When I left the house, with the rush trying to leave I forgot to kiss my Chikis and my Oscarito. I remembered a few blocks down the street and told hubby to turn around so I could kiss my babies, after all I was going to be gone 2 weeks, he told me that we needed to get to the airport not to worry that they were going to be ok that he was going to give them a kiss for me after dropping me off at the airport. I didn't know that I wasn't going to be able to kiss one of my babies anymore.
Yes, my little Oscarito got sick after me being in Mexico a week, I got back as soon as I found an available flight the next day hubby called me to tell me the bad news. When I got to Houston my baby got worse, he had all kinds of tubes in him. I wanted to see him so bad that asked the nurse if I could see him and hold him, as soon as he saw me he started wagging his tail, that broke my heart, I saatrted crying and telling him that mami was here with him to stay, please don't leave Oscar I told him, I kissed him and kissed him and kissed him, but I was still missing one kiss, the one that I didn't give him when I went to the airport. He just put his little head on my chest and licked me, I held him as long as I could, until the nurse told me that they had to take him so they could perfom surgery on him.
There were no guarantees, that is what the specialist told us, but if he survived it was going to take time to recover. I told the doctor do what you have to do to keep him alive. That afternoon I had a long conversation with God, I told him to take me, but not to take my baby, it was so painful seeing my Oscarito like that, that he needed to help the doctors to keep my baby alive, that I just wan't going to be able to live without him, none of us, my husband, Chiki, Kiki or me. I promise GOd all kind of things that I would do for him if he kept my baby alive.
Around 4 in the afternoon, the phone rang, and it was the doctor, she said that they were in the surgery room and that Oscarito wasn't doing well that she only needed our authorization because he wasn't going to make it , I didn't know what she was talking with hubby , but when he said yes, go ahead, and saw that look on his face, I knew then that I was never going to see my baby again. After that I was in shock, I couldn't believe it, I can't believe yet. My baby is been gone for a whole year now, and I wish he was here.
Oscarito, I know you are at the Rainbow Bridge playing with your new friends and the other pets that mami and daddy have had, just remember sweetie how much mami loves you and misses you, she thinks of you every single day papi. I love you with all my heart Oscarito I always will baby. I still owe you a kiss mi amor.
Today is your one year anniversary baby. We love you Oscarito.:cry: :cry: :rip: :rip: :cry2: :cry2: |