[Opium88]

So i ended my relationship of 4 years with my boyfriend, and because i couldnt stand to stay in the apt, i agreed to move out, thinking i had somewhere to stay that had a yard and i could have my Toby and Madlyn with me. Well, after being there for three days i realized that it wasn't going to work out. I didn't figure on the woman i moved in with being bipolar and chaotic. So now I'm in limbo, renting a room from someone who already has two dogs, one being a very temperamental pitt. So having my two here is not an option. So I'm just sad. I got izzy for Scott, so she stays with him, and for now they are all with him until i figure something out. I feel so sad and empty without them. I go visit them every day and it kills me how excited they are to see me and how they cry when i leave. They just don't understand whats going on and i hate this part of my life. I'm having a seriously hard time without them. And having to separate from izzy kills me too. I don't have children, so these ARE my children. Hopefully I'll have a place in a few weeks and everything will get better. Until then i just have to deal with this emptiness.