It never ceases to astound me this process called life ... and death. How heartbreaking to read of your loss and yet how heart filling to hear of your last moments with him. I love that life has blessed you with such a vibrant loving last interaction where you were able to so clearly taste his true essence. I hate that life has left you with an emptiness at not being able to be with him when he crossed - that is a pain in and of itself.
I think of my Monty and how I have only experienced him for 2 months and how very fundamentally attached I am to him and can only imagine the depth you must be feeling.
Thank you for modelling for me how to accept the separation of such a love with grace and acceptance. For showing me that it is safe to love Monty as deeply as I can knowing that I will outlive him most likely, but that I will be okay.
i do truly believe that we are reunited with the ones we love in some capacity after living this life here on earth. It makes no sense to love so completely for it to just be ... done.
Thinking of you.... |