I am crying here reading these posts. I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling. Our little girl, Ashley passed away snuggled in my arms a month shy of her seventeenth birthday. Although she had dementia and other health issues and needed to have 24 hour care, she still had a good quality of life. I still asked my vet to let me know when the time came that I was keeping Ashley alive more because I couldn't bear to give her up than for her needs. I knew it would be heart wrenching for me, but it was something I needed to do. I didn't have to make that decision, but if I had, it would have been because I loved her so much. I am so grateful that she was in my arms when she passed away. She had spent the day before cradled in my husbands arms, as well. You will always love Rudy, and he will remain in your heart forever. After almost two years without a pup in our lives, we welcomed Katie into our heart in May. She has completely stolen our hearts. Ashley and her sisters hold a very special part of our hearts, but Katie has her own special place, too. She takes our breath away and has helped to heal our broken hearts. My heart and prayers are with you and Rudy. I understand how great this loss will be and am here if you need some support. |