I'm crushed, absolutely crushed! I fell in love the moment I saw Benji, I knew at once how special he was. I just can't believe he's gone, in a way I'm glad he was never sick and didn't suffer, but on the other hand it's left me feeling so empty and alone. My little guy shared my pillow every night, and shared so many of my daily activities with me. I'm just sick. I'm shocked. I'm......I can't even put it on words
