I know how you feel
I am sitting on pins and needles as I type this.... my tessa who is only 3 and weighs 3lbs became ill yesterday and very quickly... I placed her on my bed and let her rest as I thought it might be something she ate...well at 2:30 a.m. this morning she woke me up as she was bellowing out it pain. I quickly loaded her up and drove to the emergency vet, she started seizing as I brought her in... her blood sugars were only at 26 when they should be at 125-150, the vet ran the blood tests that he could and her white blood count was sky high and her liver tests are abnormal... I am beside myself hoping she pulls through.. her other half "tito" is just laying around mopeing wondering whats going on... please please say prayers for her! if I do loose her at least I know she is with Gizmo!! I am so sorry for your loss.. Huggs and prayers!