Well we just came back from the hospital. Things are really bad and the doctors can't give no real answers. He can go on this way for a while or he may not even last the night. They are going to make him a comfortable as possible and just let him go when he is ready. His breathing is very shallow and he is not really responding much anymore. Tim sat by him for a good hour and talked to him. At times it seemed like he knew we were there. He looked as if he wanted to open his eyes but just couldn't. We both went in together but I only stood for 20 minutes or so and left him to be alone with his dad. I was so proud of him for being the better person and I know he feels better about himself too.
I'm a mess and tired, it's been a very long and emotiional day. But it was worth all the effort it took to get Tim to go.
Thank you all for your kind words. This had been a hard time for me and you all have been there. Thanks for the support!!! You all are so wonderful.
__________________ Monica, Proud mom of Gus who is forever missed! And new mom to Leiloni Gus's Dogster page |