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Originally Posted by omichka

she had so hard life....
all her years she spent in horrible puppy mill making babies, went through c-section and de-barked. She was afraid of hands and belts so badly that it took me some time to trust me. We had wonderful 2009, a lot of hiking .... (see the pic) She was with me a little bit less than two years, but she was definitely member of my family, you cannot even imagine how I am attached to her. I was told by my relatives that I am crazy, "everything about Polinka"....

Sorry, I am crying now....

You are not crazy at all. You gave your sweet Polina the love that she deserved, and you chose to follow your heart and do what you thought was right for both of you. I admire your courage, devotion, and love of Polina, and I was so touched by the photo of both of you hiking. Polina knew love because of you, and though you were only together for two years, you have a lifetime to remember the life you shared with your precious little girl. It's not necessary for others to understand what your heart understands. Please accept my deepest sympathies on your great loss.